26/2/2010 . Friday

super duper in no mood . . =(
no idea why .. mayb im missing him like hell
i hurt someone i feel bad
the only thing i can tell is im sorry dear im forced to do that
its the only way i can help myself. u may tel im selfish
yes i am . . sorry for hurting u.. thats wat i can tell


juz a song can make u turn to bad mood = Ne-Yo - What You Do .
yesterday , saw my fren - boy la.. caring a kinda big box wrap wit a cute ribbon..
asked him wat is it ?? he said; its teddy bear for his gf , pink colour ..
i said.. wow !! great =)..and he went to gave his gf ..

i was so jealous it wil b so great if someone gave me teddy bear .. i nver had a teddy bear bfore so i wish i got one too.. so i can hug it tight evrynite when i sleep

a wish for my birthday ; HOPE I WILL GET A TEDDY BEAR ! :(
i really really really wan a teddy bear
it is so cute

even a Spongebob bear also can atleast i can juz hug something else ..

when im miss u

im seriously so missing u :(

yes u're right i just cant forget him cuz u think is it easy to forget someone u loved ?

its hard to get a person u love , and its more hard to forget the person u love.. 

SORRY :( ILY.

21/feb/2010 . Sunday

okies.. today blog is about me .
so ..

get start
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- Ferlin -

 15

Form 3

Puchong

PMR student 2010

5 April 95

Aries

Chinese + Punjabi + Thailand

010 xxx xxxx

SMK Puchong Bt 14

W395

Talkactive

Stupid Jokes

Crazy

Shylish

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<3

Mentos

Spongebob

Music

Dark Brown

Dark Purple

Girl's Generation . SNSD

Super Junior

Shahid Kapoor

Akshay Kumar

Kareena Kapoor

Genelia

My Buddies

Brothers

[[OMG]]

Handphone

Facebook

Blog

School

3 Dinamik

Maths

Bi

Bitter Chocolate

Kadet Polis

Bolywoods

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Bxtch

Sweet Chocolate

Milk

Copycat

Sejarah

Enemy

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msn; ferlincheah@hotmail.com

Thats All Bout Me :)

20/feb/2010 . saturday

weather ; suck !

mood ; damn bad !  

time ; 12.29am

facebook !!!!!!!

im reali curseing u now !!

wats probs lah..

evryone cnt open facebook

and they said from march on hav to pay for fb

WTF !

i was chattin nicely..

then suddenly probs cme !

fcuk !

plsss plsss plssss ...

fb u cant leave me

i need u

dun leave me fb plss plss plssssss :(

i beg u .....

i need u ...

u're my breath

without u im dead !

oh my dear fb...

plsssssssss

u cnt leave me n my frens

i need fb to knw more fren

and now ...

shit

i was in gud mood

suddenly ...

hush !!!!!

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*try back to fb*

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aiks !..

ok dy..

hahahaha !!
love u facebook !

muaaaaaxxx <3

hehe..

19/feb/2010 . friday

hmm... today ?? nothng much.. nowdays getting bored wit hp dy feel like wanna throw away.. fine! hm.. just now too bzy to reply comment at fb wit arivaran n neal bainz.. haha damn funny!!
but saddly this year is their last year .. next year i cant see them anymore =( wil miss them TT.TT
but i wil always love them they are my bestest bro in the world that i never had ; Neal Bainz . Arivaran . Majinder ... LOVE THEM ! ♥    hee =D
hm.. well i went to tuition today.. so yea fazirah was there and she is crazy ! haha love her .
so.. alka also there so on pavi too.. *6.30*..hehe fazirah n me walkin back home.. we was like mental people like just escape from tanjung rambutan.. haha.. laughing a the side road people all seeing.. and we make jokes like crazy ! haha.. i love it ! im juz in good mood today ! hee =D
thats great.. hav been long time i didt in a mood like its i miss it .

and who said ; boys and girls cant be best friend ? i just hate that.. we are just BFF and wats wrong wit u ? yaa i admit we very close but as a brothers and sisters only..

YOU JEALOUS ? GET LOST ! I DUN CARE WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT YOU IDIOTS !

if u dunno anythng juz dun say anythng.. dont create any stupid story i hate that !

=(

hmm... forget bout it !.. so.. and in fb i was chattin wit a girl name; Tina Jocob and also Issac .. chattin .. chattin .. chattin .. suddenly LOST ! OFFLINE dunno wher they go dy .. haizz.. but as i knw the girl was nice .. hee.. i like her hope can be best fren wit her .. =D

dats all for now..

ohh noo..  day by day pass to pass i love my blogg deeply and deeply.. haha nice rite ?? hehe

ntg ntg i just in love wit my blogg.. hehe

hmm...

dats all lah.. anythng i wil post here .. and and there's some new pic of me.. have a look on it ! =)

18.feb.2010 . thursday

so.. yea.. im back.. huhu.. perak freakin boring.. haiz.. angpow not alot also
and and.. cameron highlands suck !!! i hate cameron !! im not goin cameron anymore ..
soo...
ermm...
err...
mmm....
no idea..
kinda miss my dumy lah..
anyway i miss my school !! my frens !! i cant wait  for school on monday
tuition tomoro.. haizz... lazy..
room kinda messy now.. hav to clean up.. lazy lor.. hav to throw sumthng useless
if i got maid then good lah.. i can ask my maid to clean it up.. hehe.. too bad.. i knw
well... i miss Alka my craziers fren ever.. haha I MISS YOU ALKA !!
juz waitin this monday to cum..
and yea.. i change my blogger layout.. not nice ?? wateva lah atleast look nice .. haha

this look like ... err.. too bad ..

and yea.. im мɛитσƨ ɢιяℓ !!

so.. dats all for now

nitez..

-chao-

XP

hello copycat !!

helo?! can u juz pls stop copying my style my way i write i create

u got ur own brain n i got my own brain

god create evyrone a brain to thnk

nt to copy idiot!!

i juz hating ppl copy my style and all the stuff

u hav no brain izit? no brain to thnk ur style?

doesn't mean u can copy ppl style n all the stuff

try to b like me ?? hahaha.. so funny !!!

idiots ! listen !

if i saw u copy my way again im nt gonna talk to u anymore

u got ur own character n i got my own character

dun try to b like me

even twins sister also got there's different character

im juz hating u nowadays..

dont ask who n why

i dun wan to tel bout tis anymore

who ate chilli and they knw their self .

=(

ntg to say juz bored..
ow.. yea..
happy valentines day & chinese new year ! =)

-chao-

hmm.. i juz bought dat.. for my self

hee.. dunno why i juz love it..

well.. i chose white colour.. same as up there the shoe..

excatly same..

actually..

i wanna buy dark brown colour..

but dun hav

then nvm lor..

white also nice wat..

hee =D

its cost rm149.90

expensive??

yah.. i knw but i wil wear til ong long time to go..

wateva .. i juz love it..

❤

=D

<3

-chao-

maded by [[ferlincheah]]

he is in *online* !!

after 5min..

*offline*

go lah u

yes i knw

i knw u are trying to avoid frm me

fine lah

wateva..

i dun care lah

i dun giv a damn on u

i fade up wit u dy

i dunno wats wrong wit her now

she doesn't wan to talk to me

wat i did lah now

always got probs wit me wan

can't u just tel me

wats wrong?? why u dun wan to talk to me??

any probs ??

if yes then SORRY

if no

i dunno

im sorry i dunno wats ur probs to me

if u dun wan to fren wit me anymore juz tel

i wont do anythng

u knw u live far away frm me

but u always in my heart as a BFF

but now ...

i dunno lah

people always like dat wan

kata BFF afta dat got probs also dun wan to tel

i had nver ever seen u bfore

but i accept ur BFF but til now

...argghh...

i dun care lah

infront ur eyes oni her oni

u took me as ntg infront u

ok lah fined wateva

i dun care lah

dats ur probs nt me

i reali fade up wit tis life

im sick of tis pls lah stop it

i hate it

im always in bad mood no one can make me in hapi mood

such a long time

i nver laugh like hell

i miss the last time we use to

laugh like mad ppl,

play like orang utan,

shouting til one school can hear,

crazy together,

ponteng together,

while eating talk bout dirty stuff,

juz one words

can we do it again ?

reali im having bad day today

a bad mood

i dun hav any mood to talk

i didt talk to my frens in clas

being silent

joey keep askin why wat happen why r u silent

i tel ntg ntg

i feel so dumb

i rather be animals or plants than human

i knw im crazy

but atleast they dunno wats feeling

do they knw who to cry for sumone

do they knw wats the feeling when evryone's left them alone

do they knw wats the feelings when ppl dun talk to them

they dont!!

they dunno

wats they knw is

sleep, eat.. juz a simple life

wat a great life

sumtimes im thnking why am i born to tis world

why im so failured person

its so hard to sucess in our life

i thnk better i dun talk to anyone

go school study..koko.. then home

dats all

no more stay back for fun

i juz realise

i juz found that u also dun like me

u show it to me today

then why dont u tel me earlier

so that i wont disturb u afta u told me

i wil nver ever again talk to u

i dunno why im thnking this way

mayb im stupid

im dumb

im juz a useless person in others ppl eyes

u make me feel so useless in my life

nowdays..

u are like making me so pissed of to u

u are like wanna make me hate u more n more

seeing u online till u offline

no respons at all

im just got a last question to ask u..

whats is relationship between me n u for u now ?

i reali dun understand wat u thnkin

do u knw dat

im missing u like hell !!!

and the feeling is not nice at all

u are just making me hate u more and more !!

i feel so dumb

frens askin no need to wait

but i wan to

i dunno why i wan to

alots of questions marks from heart

but..

there's no answer for the questions marks

people keep askin

why, what, what happen, how, how come ??

i dunno anythng

juz keep tellin

i dunno.. i dunno.. i dunno

dun ask me

and i dun wan to knw also

its hurting

fine.. wateva i tel u wont knw 

=(