wake up in the morning feel like dun wan go church !!..
haizz.. hav to go also..
okey.. fined..
wake up..
bath..
eat..
wear shoe..
''mum!! wher's my book ?! go take for me in my room plz!!''
'' nah.. ''..
''hee =D.. thx mum.. ''
*opening book*
Please Take Note That 31 Jan is YC Family Sunday.
Class will be resume on 7 jan. TQ.
gosh!! today wher clas.. wasting my time only..
better i go sleep till afternoon..
haizz..
i shud read it last nite..
==||..
nvm..
open shoe..
change cloth..
get on bed..
*sleep*..
..
..
tak boleh lah..
aiyoo..
get up..
watch movie..
all cartoon..
hee.. =D
SPONGEBOB!!.. gonna watch it..
ok.. finish dyy..
ntg to do..
ok.. go on9..
no one on9.. ==''..
haha.. lina on9 now.. yeay yeay got patner..
..
dats all for now..


- chao -

hmm..
did u plan for ur valentines day??
hee.. =D..
me?? dun ask.. im nt plannin for dat..
cuz dat day was Chinese New Year.. and its Sunday..
kinda shit lah..
==||.. wateva..
i got ntg for my Valentines Days..
cuz its nt important for me.. i dun care..
but why they didt create Friendship Day uhh??.. =((
if got.. i wil go celebrat.. enjoy like hell!!..
but too sad.. there's no frenship day..

haizz..
soo boring lah..
he didt msg at all..
mayb he is tryin to forget mee..
tis is too much!!
hate u didt msg me..
didt came on9..
hate u didt talk to me..
hate u make me feel so moody nowdays..
hate u!! hate u!! hate u!!

you 're such an heartless person!!

i wil never wonder dat u wil do dat to me..
yea i knw.. dats fcuker job wat..
spoiled ppl name.. did i spoil ur name now..
i've tryin to control myself to b nt so rude..
im tryin to change but u're the one who make me bck idiots!!
juz shut the fcuk n get the lost to ur hell
u're not allowed to my world n i wil nver apologize to u
not my fault!! im nt gonna say sorry
i knw im the youngest i knw i shud respect u..
but im so sorry i cnt do dat
u nver respect me and so on me too
n i knw u dun like me n me too!!

i heard u r a hot temperature ppl
u will fight wit the girl
dats y i called u r such an heartless ppl
no boys wil fight wit girls but oni u

no words to describe u
u're gonna get a punishment very soon..

i wil FORGET THE PAST, THINK BOUT THE FUTURE

nothng much today..
went school..
assembly.. blah blah blah..
ok fine..
3KRK, 3A, 3B, 3C, 3D.. special clas.. lepas perhimpunan anda dikehendaki ke dewan
untuk PMD = Program Maju Diri..
wtf.. ohh yea.. no studies today!!.. hoorayy!!..
..
..
enter clas.. take bag.. get lost to Dewan..
classmates asked.. pergi mane.. i reply to hell!!..
pergi dewan lah.. they reply.. dewan ada orang lah..
i reply wat i care.. tcher yang suruh pergi dewan..
i get lost all follow.. XD..
waitin~~ outside the dewan.. talkin wit poonam n alka..
'' ok ok semua masuk dewan cepat cepat!! '' shout ravi sir n pn.khor..
ok ..cum let roll to dewan.. =)..
then seminar start..
.. ~ boring ~ ..
...
...
...
...
bla.. bla.. bla..
ok yea.. school end..
get out frm the dewan.. back side pain dy.. aiyoyo..
==||.. wann go toilet!!.. kk go toilet wit alka..
afta toilet.. cum out frm toilet.. poonam shout
'' ferlin!! pavi findin u!! ok i gtg bye ''
i reply.. ok ok bye..
alka go ady..
then i go find tis kutti pavi..
oh yea.. there.. outside the school..
ok cum get lost..
balik rumah!!..
..
..
..
reach hse..
bath..
eat..
on tv.. no movie..haizz.. off..
hmm.. go on9 lah..
til now..
blogging..
dats y i tel ntg much today..
lolx..
ok ok..

=))


-chao-

:(
sorryy didt reply ur sms..
didt reply ur msg in fb
i got my reason..
hope u msg me tonite.. i wil wait..
n tel u evrythng..
there's alot thngy i wann tel u..
since i saw u at skol.. dats mayb is my last to see u
afta tis its hard to see u again..
miss u badly.. u dunno..
u dunno wat i feel
pray evryday hope to see u the nxt day at anywher..
reali badly i feel..
i miss my chicken so much..
did chicken miss his dear??

u are the always tellin u miss me..
but i nver got chance to say dat to u
i hope i could say tis tonite..
while saw u i feel sumthng weird feelings..
and u too..
saw u smiling.. laughing.. talking..
my heart say yes he is vry gud now..

few more weeks its valentine day.. i got no one..
btw its chinese new year.. haizz.. y lah all combined together..
mayb God has prepared evrythng..
hope there's a miracle.. sumthng gud wil happen..
if no also.. nvm lah..
Valentine's Day is not important for me..:(

why am i always moody!!
Dont Worry,Be Happy!! said;my frens..

' ' ' '

wtf is wrong wit u uh?
i juz dun like u
already barking like a dog
making tarti lah u
eat tarti lah
get lost lah
wow!! mayb u saw tis blog dy.. dats gud..
so hapi!!
i tel u..
i wil kena kan u i tel u
wit nicely!!
if my work berjaya i wil make party..
celebrat..

fcuk off lah..
go chow kit lah.. work.. sale urself expensive
i knw lah ur father the one who born u
ppl already talk nicely to u
u only start evrythng 1st..
so on.. continue lah
sure i wil continue for u..
u thnk i wil scard huh?
i knw im girl so wat
pls remmber u are boy ok..
wateva lah..
just get lost lah frm my world
i dun wan to see u anymore
just buat dunno oni when i saw u..
i dun care u died at the side of the road also i wont help u
i wil remmnber tis forever..
people tel FORGET AND FORGIVE..
but i wil FORGET BUT NEVER EVER FORGIVE!!

un-lucky!!!

un-lucky day has been wit me 3 days.. non-stop
all the bad thng happen to me
evryday not hapi.. no mood.. angry evryday..
no one makes me happy in one full day
yea i knw im nt prefect so wat?
no one is perfect in tis world.. if u thnk u perfect prove it
i dun care..

and u!!
bloodyfuckeridiotsbitch.. bajet hensem!!
u thought u wat huh? hensem ah
i wil vomit on ur head i tel u
u dunno ppl feelings juz tembak oni
do u knw its bleeding??.. bleeding none stop
a knife on it.. painful like its already break
i knw lah u got alot admire
so wat do i care.. u thought i like evryone uh
im not cheap idiots!
im like dat so why u so bzybody uh stupid
i dun giv a damn fcuker on u
im not gonna smile to u anymore when i saw u
i knw u dun care cuz u dun hav heart
im sory i got heart so i wont b like u!!
hope the year end faster.. hate to see u in tis face
im so so so damn menyesal to b ur fren
:(

i juz hope tis all are nver happen bfore
tis 2010 juz a starting n i got a unlucky year..
mayb..

just one words..
dun like me?? not my prob.. get lost.. problem solved!!

fine!! we talked to you evrythng told u
bout wat we dun like bout u
and u take it like we talking like shit izit..
heyy u pundi kenjeri u thought u oni the most pretty girl izit??
the most cleverst girl
then we all wat??
shit? kutti? stupid? ugly?
wow!! u change too much dyy
i cnnt tahan wit u anymore
im gonna fight wit u
lets challange..
last year i get 2E n u get 1E in our subj
but tis year i wont let u make me down
im gonna show u i can do better than u
u wan to b kenjeri or kutty or wateva
dats ur prob i dun care
i told him im gonna get gud result tis year n NO E!! in my subj
all mus pass.. and he shud proud of me
i dun wan tis all juz pass like dat
its wasted.. get gud result show her n him u can do better..
in this world no STUPID PEOPLE JUST LAZY PEOPLE
means.. there's no STUPID ppl in tis world they juz lazy to study
actually they can do it
so.. im gonna show u i can do it..
u wan to b sarjan?? take it lah!! i dun care
i got koperal its enough for me..
SARJAN?!.. i dun intersted on dat..
nah nah take it!!..
u r too much cuz..
u ast like u r big senior..
evryone hav to hormat u
n u always wan to rampas ppl jawatan
u r too ...''no words to describe''...
even all the club also u wan to b AJK
dats too much lah..
we get ntg cuz of u take our job
u act too much infront of ur ex-''''
u see us close to him u jealous
so tis year u pulak wan to make us jealous
IM SO SORRY ITS WONT MAKE US JEALOUS ITS MAKES OUR FRENSHIP BREAKS SO EASILY!!
i dunno wat u thnk
i hope u knw wat u did
hope u change ur self to the old you

I MISS THE OLD YOU,,THE NEW WAN SUCKS!!

matafakar!!
damn!! i didt finish my hmewrk..
alah.. malas lah..
shit!! tomoro KP first meeting..
damn!! damn damn damn..
aiyaa.. hope he wil cum tomoro i wan to see him
right bside him..
seeing him farewell..
talk to him slowly..
disgust important thng..

dats so sweet..
miss my past memorize..
he msg me n i didt reliase..
reply him wit 2 msg.. *waitin*. no reply..
sure sleep dy..
hope he saw my msg at the morning n cum tomoro.. =(

and and.. hope tomoro no sport check.. i wann brng hp
cuz wil b staying bck for sesi petang KP hav to giv speech
wat the.. wat shud i speech.. i got ntg to tel..
aiyaa.. wateva lah..
tembak saja..

yeahh yeahh im the most younger koperal tis year.. and im the only one..
yohoo!!.. i gonna do my best n did the best in the east!!..
=)



i feel so.. so.. cute..!!.. hehe i love tis pic!!

i juz wan to b ur sweetest forever izit too much..
i juz wan to care bout u
i juz wan to cuddle when ur slep
i juz wan to b the person for u to shout when ur angry
i juz wan to b one of ur life patner
i juz wan to b the pillow when u hug while u slep
i juz wan to b ur everythng..
was it too much??

i juz cnt live without you
you are so important for me
im being slient when ur wit me
i smile wildly when u wit me
i talk slowly when u seeing me
i walk slowly when u walk infront me
i acting infront u hope u relize im ther near you
im tellin iloveyou cuz i wanted to say it specially to you
i put my homework away when u msg me
im listing to love songs while msg wit u juz to feel the love
i juz wan to share my love wit you

i juz hope u wil cum bck to me one day
n i wil wait..

imissyou

yea i miss you
yes i admit i did i miss you
even tought u are leaving me
even u forgeting me
even u with others girl
even u having fun without sharing wit me
even u saw me and not tellin hi
being an stranger to me
i dun care
im stil loving u, miss you badly
yes i admit im trying to forget you
im trying to forget everything in the past
forget what u said to me
forget u for forever
but heart stil saying
its hard..

the first day u saying hai to me afta we broke up
the first time u saying u miss me badly since we together
the first time u car bout me when i didt not respons to you
the first time my heart beating til popp out
the first time heart bleeding til painful
the first feeling feel guilty
the first feeling for you
the first feeling i say iloveyou is back..
but sometimes its gone
sometimes its back
sometimes its gone without saying anything
and its pain badly
hurt deeply
crying saddly
hope u were back to me
hope this all were never happen
hope u were never exist to my life
hope u know that u were important to me,my heart,my life
crazy without you
madly without you

im making fake smile
lying to all my frens saying yes im ok
actually im not ok
lying to you im not angry
actually im angry
im missing you very badly
hope u knew it..